A Strategy to Explore Closure
I have been working through what to write for my next post,
and as I move into my final weeks of psychiatric nursing school I thought
closure was a fitting topic. How often do you find yourself thinking about a
friendship that went bad? A family member you have remained angry with for many
years? A relationship that ended? Or perhaps someone you have never even met?
This brings me to the topic of Psychodrama. The majority of
general definitions around psychodrama speak to one on one or group therapy
involving acting out situations you wish to explore further (Tomasulo). What is
discussed less are the different underlying methods within psychodrama people
can use, such as letter writing. Letter writing was an activity we were to
complete at one stage of our psychiatric nursing program; this was not
something we needed to share with our instructor, but instead was something we
were to share our experience of. The purpose is to take one of these situations
we have not stopped thinking about and write to the person involved.
An important recommendation made by Dayton about letter
writing in her book on psychodrama is to try to just write and avoid stopping
too much to think about it. This allows for your thoughts or feelings to flow
out more naturally. Dayton also says to make sure you truly complete the
activity and add the person’s name at the top and sign yours at the bottom.
Here are some examples of different letters one can use in
completing this activity:
“A letter…
…of forgiveness to the self
…expressing anger towards someone
…from someone
expressing sentiments he [you] wishes that person had expressed
…telling someone about a hurt
…to someone expressing a desire for reconciliation
…to someone expressing understanding of what that person
went through
…from someone expressing understanding of what the
participant (you) went through
…to “the disease”
…to an aspect of self or the self at a particular time in
life
…to a substance or behaviour to which a person in recovery is
saying good-bye
…to a person who you feel you’ve lost but still have much to
say to that has remained unspoken
…of forgiveness, asking forgiveness from someone you feel you
have hurt, or a letter you wish you would receive from someone who has hurt
you, asking you for your forgiveness”.
(Dayton)
When assigned this activity I initially had no idea how to
approach it. After some reflection, I chose to write a letter of forgiveness and
was surprised by the result. Although I do believe you have to be at a place
where you are at least ready to think about forgiveness (or whatever letter
type you choose to write), I also found that this process helped me in working
through the feelings I have had for many years. Furthermore, it allowed me to
explore where the other person may have been coming from. An additional step
you can take is to write a response to the letter from the other person’s side.
In completing this, for me the response was a combination of reasons this
person may have been the way they were, and also some of the things I wished
had been said.
As you can see there are many approaches to this technique
and there is no wrong way to complete it. This is not a letter intended to be
shared with the person, but instead is for you. For myself, I found this
activity prompted additional letter writing and even the reconciliation of a
friendship I had been very hurt about losing.
It isn’t easy exploring feelings or trying to find ways of
living in the now instead of dwelling on the past, but this is one method that
I found to be very helpful in doing just that.
Jennifer Lynn
Sources:
Dayton, T. (2005). The living stage: A step-by-step guide to psychodrama, sociometry and experiential group therapy. Deerfield Beach, FL: Health Communications.
Psychology Today (Tomasulo, D.J.) - https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/the-healing-crowd/201011/what-is-psychodrama